So.
Joe= History=Long gone= Has forgotten me
{he has a fiance (oh la la)}
Boyfriend=Justin D. Novak
(Hes such a sweety. I don't have to baby him. I still DO, but THIS guy I don't have to. Instead, HE takes care of ME. Sometimes I debate if he's TOO nice. No Idk If thats possible. Anyways. He's a sweety)
School= Finals
(You can imagine the stress with THAT. Grades aren't exactly wonderful. BUT I hope I'm still passing.)
Job= IMA STEP (?)
(I applied at IMA for a temporary job over the summer. It's for Sophmores and Juniors. We have training in the spring for a specific media of art {this year is textiles} then we go out to lil kid organizations and teach THEM {and represent IMA of course}. I still haven't heard from them since my interview on tuesday. I should get a call today or next week)
Friends= Sorta/kinda Stressful
(Tension arose between me and my bestest freind last week. It started out bc she is Justin {my current bf}'s ex girlfriend. Apparently she thought I chose him over her. Which of course me and Justin know ....I DIDN"T. But, that's beside the point. I only got defensive when she disregarded my feelings about something I thought was a big issue. Right now, I have no close close friends and i spose Id rather do with out if all thats going to come of it is DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA.)
Family {DAD}=MORE DRAMA
(So I FINALLY cussed my dad out 2 weeks ago. It's about time I let him know what crap I took from him way back when will not pass now. I took a stand. I will not let him intimidate me. Or let him think he still can. The only thing I regret about that day was that my lil half brother Chris {whose only like 11 months} over heard me screaming at him. Of course, Im sure he's used to ppl screaming @ my dad's house. I know I used to be. So I haven't been to his house since. I'll go on Christmas eve, but my therapist thinks I need a breather away from him. I was {and still am} in the mood to slit his goddamned throat and pull his tounge thru the slit. Obviously, I'm pissed)
Therapy= Decent
(So my therapy with Dawn is doing OK. I'm on an anti-anxiety medication called XANEX [I love the stuff] and see her every week almost. I think I'm doing better. I think Im handling things in a much better way. I'm starting to get back bits and pieces of my memory back. Oh ...the reason I'm having memory problems is bc of Post-Tramatic Stress Disorder. Which my father induced. But anywho. Dawn is quitting after she graduates from her school. And that's somewhere in Jan. So I have to options...Stop going to any therapy. OR start over with a new therapist and have to tell my life's story allllll over again. {and believe me, it takes a while}. Oh well I figure it out later)
Other than those things, nothing big comes to mind....Xept Christmas.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY1!!!!!!!!!!!!
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